28 3 / 2013

didn’t get into the school i thought i had the best chance of getting in to. blah. not happy. i am about to write a plea letter to the school i have been at for the last six years. pray for me!

02 3 / 2013

i want to be totally self sufficient. i don’t want to need anyone or even want anyone. i want my happiness to be self induced and not dependent on anyone else. i want to eliminate the sadness that being involved with other people always seems to involve. i basically want to be a hermit.

im still not sure if this makes me strong or weak…